bukan hanye si pilihan.

aku bukan hanye si pilihan

yang engkau boleh pilih bile2 nak. xnk kau buang.

aku bukan si dunggu yang menunggu peluang yang samar samar

bukan gelabah tpi aku bukan si pilihan.

selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan :)

hem3..selamat berpuase semua..haha

Alhamdulillah rezeki kite nk jmpe bulan yg mulia nie ade lagi.

aku harapkan Ramadhan kali nie lebih bermakne untuk kite semua. Amin..

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ha saje2 nk kongsi citer aku time kecik2 dulu..

dulu2 kan excted sangat nk pose..mau x dulu time kecik2 best.

mlm nak umum pose aku dh tercegat kt tv nk tggu p.cik ni umomkan.

ape lagi mlm tu tros tdow awal kirenye nk bgon sahor awal nnti..haha

macam haram. mmg x sedar..seb bek nenek kejotkan. terimekaseh nenek :)

#orang pertame ade kt meje time berbuke dengan famly #ponteng puase time kecik (masak naget gune lighter atok.) #payah bagun sahur,#hantu kurma dengan kueh pelite, #hantu mercun, #orang yg gajin hidopkan api pelite time dh terpadam. # tdow dari pagi sampai petang #p terweh tpi x pnh cukop..haha. insyaallah akan penoh kali ni. itu sume aku dalam asam garam berpuase.

selamat berpuase :)

calon calon madu si holga ;)

zaharin : hai awak ;)

Diana&fisheye : hai hemsyem :)

zaharin : haha. awak2 saye minat laa awak2.

Diana&fisheye : eieieiie x malu. kalau nak minang laa saye.

zaharin : eh bole! skang jugak saye masok minang.

Diana&fisheye ; bole2. hange hantaran dia RM245 setiap satu.

zaharin : err..mahal nye. sabau ea saye kumpul duet dulu baru minang awak :)

Berlari ke broga :)

gempak x tajuk dia? haha. saje nk kongsi pengalman aku p broga. ni kire impian corneto aku sem ni. baru tercpai. alkisahnye cmni. aku creat event untuk ke broga. Alhamdulillah gamai gak yg bagi respone nk poe.

sorang pon x taw jalan, so ape lagi gunekan laa tknologi p.cik gps. yg mcm nabil ckp tu. haha.

gerak kol 4 pagi. smpai 5 stgh. smpai2 teros panjat bukit tu. mmg gelab gile, berbekalkan touchlight kami pnjat bukit tu. smpai atas kami lpk2 nk tggu subuh, pas smbyg kami dok2 ar tgk sunrise, tembak2 gmbar.

sumpah best. sngat2 best. korang kene p untuk pengalaman ni. bile turon, perghhhhhh mcm x caye je pagi tdi panjat bukit yg curam tu..haha. * sile pakai kasut yg byk bunge lagi.

5 tahun ku tunggu :)

yeah! 5 tahun lagi kan? aku akan buktikan aku bole kuat mental dan fizikal untuk harungi 5 tahun akan mendatang.

1# wordless day

Mia si budak comel giler ;)

comel kan ? :)

mia name si comel nie. haha

aku dh obses dh kt si kenet ni..haha

mia ni adek saudre kwn aku.

grrrrr,,,geram je tgk kenet ni mcm nk cubit2 je pp dia..hahaha

* sepet sorry amek gambau mia,,haha ;p

persoalan perlu x setiap orang menunggu ex dia?

perlu x?

itu hak individu kan?

tpi perlu ke tunggu bende yang x pasti?

kalau tunggu nnti boleh ke bahagia mcm dulu?

itu x dapat jawab ek?

x perlukan?

tpi kenape orang sekeliling kau suroh tunggu jugak?

kene ke?

perlu ke?

dorang taw x kau sayang dia ke x lagi?

x tawu?

itu x adil kan ?

kalau orang baru tu hanye pengubat rindu kau ke?

kau saja yang tahukan?

good bye my loves =(

Your fingertips across my skin

The palm trees swaying in the wind images

You sang me spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick

Well i?d never want to see you unhappy

I thought you?d want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street

You took my hand and danced with me in the shade

And when you left you kissed my lips

You told me you would never ever forget these images no

Well i?d never want to see you unhappy

I thought you?d want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot try the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and i'm haunted

And i bet you are just fine

Did i make it that easy to walk

Right in and out of my life?

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Why can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

soalan2 lagi .

NAME: yaa ren laa

AGE: 19

BIRTH DATE: 15 mac 19xx

PRESENT ADDRESS: malaysia

ni game fb yang bangang. hahah. (tapi gua buat gak)

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = teh ais
2. last phone call = miera
3. last text message = run aziluz si budak hot
4. last song you listened = jar of heart ( ape?? jiwang? biau ar! )
5. last time you cried = petang tdi

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = penah kot

7. been cheated on = selalu (sadis bai haha)

8. kissed someone and regretted = ohh whatever hahah

9. lost someone special = atok gua

10. been depressed = orang gila pun jawab ya

11. been drunk and threw up = fikir jap pernah ke tak

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. biru laut masin

13. hijau katak pisang

14. hitam cicau

(sebenarnya gua suka semua warna lah kecuali kuning!)

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. made a new friend = sangat ramai

16. fallen in love = tak

17. laughed until you cried = tak pernah lagi seumur hidup

18. met someone who changed you = ada

19. found out who your true friends were = sampai kiamat nanti gua tak tahu mana true mana tak

20. found out someone was talking about you = ape kejadah..ngumpat aku ramai laa

21. kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = bengong!

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = 70% maybe?

24. Do you have any pets = tak

25. Do you want to change your name = xnk laa

26. What did you do for your last birthday = x pnh smbut. ade pon time skola tadikah kot

27. What time did you wake up today = 11 am

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = online

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = kahwin. KAHKAH

30. Last time you saw your Mother = 11 ari lalu =(

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = dapat awek. sampai skang x dpt2

32. What are you listening to right now = bunyi kipas dengan roomate bebel

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = x brape pasti.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = gua pun tak tau lah haha

35. Most visited webpage = fb&blog

36. What is your real name = zaharin abdullah

37. Nickname = arin,zaren,ren,apek,cik sepet

38. Relationship Status = separated hahahh

39. Zodiac sign = pisces

40. Male or Female = shemale. apak ko

41. Elementary = Sk kemendor

42. High School = SMK iskandar shah

43. College = uitm s.alam

44. Hair colour = hitam ke bronze2 kadang2.. (awwwh)

45. Long or short = pendek

46. Height = 1.71.6...paling pendek dlm kalangan kwn2 aku -,-

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = ada. dislocet! cibai !!!

48. What do you like about yourself? = manje

49. Piercings = langsung takdak

50. Tattoos = penyanyi tattoo tu aku layan gak ah dulu haha

51. Righty or lefty= both

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery = sunat

53. First piercing = belum

54. First best friend = azam,sampai sekarang

55. First sport you joined = bawak bola pingpong dalam sudu

56. First vacation = luar jasin..mp

58. First pair of trainers = entah.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = brijing

60. Drinking = air liur

61. I'm about to = tidur

62. Listening to = bunyi kipas macam tadi

63. Waiting for = awek tu minat aku..tpi sampai sekarang aku x dpat nk usha dia. suir tol!

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? = nak! nak kembau ;)

65. Get Married? = kalau tak kahwin macam mana nak dapat anak?

66. Career? = Pegawai sukan yang x makan rahsuah.

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes = eyes

68. Hugs or kisses =hugs :3

69. Shorter or taller = shother

70. Older or Younger = older kot.or same..aku x pnh couple bwah umo..ape gase ek?

71. Romantic or spontaneous = sikit2 romantik tu sudah. gua muntah nanti.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = both

73. Sensitive or loud = sensitif kena tempat lah weh

74. Hook-up or relationship = err errr

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = TROUBLE MAKER

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger = macam bangang. haha

77. Drank hard liquor = nak penampar?

78. Lost glasses/contacts = pernah

79. Sex on first date =bodoh haha

80. Broke someone's heart = pernah kot, entah.

81. Had your own heartbroken = sobs =.="

82. Been arrested =takkkkkkkk

83. Turned someone down = penah..maaf k -,-

84. Cried when someone died = pernah masa kekecik

85. Fallen for a friend = kadang2 ;)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = gua pun confuse! kahkah

87. Miracles = agaknya

88. Love at first sight = ya..aku slalu kene..nafsu tu sume! choiiii

89. Heaven- mesti!

90. Santa Claus = err, tak?

91. Kiss on the first date = depends tahap kegatalan lu

92. Angels = mesti